~ Don't Get Angry ~

So sick she was last night
puke all over her
smelly, and still half asleep
she cried, fearing I get angry

I took her to bathroom
wash her all up
the water was cold
and she was crying out loud

I tried to calm her
tell her not to cry anymore
tell her I wouldn't mad at her
if she stop crying

at last she stopped
she looked at me
smiling she said
"Daddy baik yah..."

there...
she sleep soundly
smile still on her face
and on mine as well

~ Friday Prayer ~

try talking with your mouth shut
try looking with your eyes closed
try to lick your elbow, or your back
now thats what I'm feeling now

Be happy with what you got
and let God take care the rest.

~ Another Premonition ~

Last night,
I was dreaming about him
he passed away awhile ago
but his smile still lingers on my mind

I was dreaming about him
we play and laugh together
like we used to
since we were a little

I asked him
"How is the world you living in now?"
"Do you see ghost? demon? anything scary?"
"How do you feel?"

With smile on his face he said
"I dont see ghost or anything..."
"Its just, I cant tell day or night anymore"
"But I feel fine, I feel great"

with that, he showed me what he could
he can be at places at one time
he can be many, and nothing at once
he is playful like he used to

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Today,

two of my friends lost their father

Rest in Peace